...sNub

just an update

2005-10-14T13:23:00.000+08:00

I haven't updated since god knows when for sumwhat reasons.

just whatever things:

i am quite anxious for our finals tom.

i am excited for my upcoming birthday.

i want to buy a cowboy hat hehehe.

i want a new pair of rubber shoes.

i miss my grandma.

i miss dad also.

i want to retire from smoking! (really)

i wanna go to the moon!

i will miss kym so much *wink

i wish to have many modeling projects.

i want to paint my room.

i just got a new hair cut.

i gained 5 pounds.

thats all for now hehehe...

Meet my friends at UP thou kulang pa hehehe

2005-09-11T13:23:00.000+08:00

@ Gerry's Libis

Other pics to follow hehehehe :D kya ung wala lets wait for the pics

from dianne... :D

happy birthday KACY!

2005-09-04T18:56:00.000+08:00

we have been friends for the past five years of our lives.

she's one heck of a friend that is why i really treasure our friendship.

it could not be a trade for anyone else.

plus the fact that everyone loves her!

Love yah kacy take care will yah! i'll always be here! hah!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! ! !

(: KACY LABORIANTE :)

VMA's

2005-08-26T19:28:00.000+08:00

I watched the VMAs with Kym, Les and Shee

hahaha..... so would i tell you what happend?

hmm i'l ask kym hahaa pero wag na lng secret

hahahaha..... it's history baby! dba kym?!? haha

happy birthday MOM!

2005-08-19T19:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

WE LOVE YOU MOM!!! :D

!!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY! WEEEEEE!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAHAHA

whatever!

2005-08-18T12:20:00.000+08:00

hmm... i was not in the mood last night to write whatever updates. arrgghh! i dunno i do not feel good about something this past few days hahaha.

anyway i am suppose to attend a concert later at the UP bahay ng Alumni, but i can't. sori Kym i really can't come. we'll watch mtv vma's naman dba? :D i'll be gettin our tickets tom...

dianne my kababata gave me a survey about sexual coercion! whoa that was a freakin sensitive survey! hahaha but i answerd it pa rin.

waaahh i do not know right now i am soooo depressed! oww man! ;)

Oh damn!

2005-08-18T00:19:00.000+08:00

ONE BAD TRIP!

do not mess with me now.

that's it for now no updates

im not in the mood...

Octoberians! :D

2005-08-11T17:29:00.000+08:00

October PEOPLE!

Surprisingly most of it is true hahaha! :D i got this from friendster!

Loves to chat. Gets along with everyone, and has a great personality. Has an awesome sense of humor and can take a joke. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend.Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly.Braveand fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated.Does not care of to control emotions.Unpredictable. Extremely smart.

pic namen (2)

2005-08-09T20:59:00.000+08:00

for more pics

eastwood!!! yehey!

2005-08-09T20:41:00.000+08:00

Kym and I went to eastwood with her sister Les and OC (les' bf) we watched "The Wedding Crashers". So anyway hmm from a personal point of view, i did not like the movie much. I felt that it was full of self centeredness from the main character (john) hehehe basta i did not like it. But the thing is the movie was FUNNY hahaha... contradicting hehehehe.... para clang ewan.... :)
So after the movie Kym and I ; Les and OC went different ways.... so we went to Jack's Loft to eat... and take pictures hahaha as always! :D then we toured around talked and talked to each other... well simply had fun with each other's company! hahaha i am very happy when i am with her... d ko ba alam kung bakit hahaha....SYEMPRE! stupid of me! hehehe
well after going around eastwood! not to mention in its very quiet disposition! hahah wala pa halos tao! mga 2:30 - 7:00 hahaha.... anyway we went at the center, sat and we again took pics hahaha... it was a fun moment i wish it was forever! :D then we went home! thanks OC for droppin me near by... :D hehehe.... that's all :D

yEhEy!!! eastwood!

2005-08-08T18:51:00.000+08:00

At last kym & I's eastwood plan will be made possible tommorrow! Yehey! hahaa... tagal ko na hindi pumupunta sa eastwood! im soooo excited!(hahaha parang bata!)

Anyhow... nakakainis walang pumapasok sa utak ko! Gaawwdd! kya eto unwind muna... mya mya aral ulit wahahaha!!! yoko na! :D CODE RED!

ONCE ON THIS ISLAND

2005-08-08T13:40:00.000+08:00

ONCE ON THIS ISLAND!

This production stars a dream cast in Philippine Theater - Menchu Lauchengco-Yulo, Bituin Escalante, Jett Pangan, Bodjie Pascua, Jeffrey Hidalgo, Radha, Cathy Azanza, Michael de Mesa, May Bayot, Michael Williams, & Raki Vega, among others. With a great cast and memorable music, it is great family entertainment and is one of 2005’s most eagerly-anticipated theater events.

Come see Once one this Island on its' last weekend. 8pm shows on friday and saturday and 3pm on sunday at the RCBC theater, MAKATI Call ticket World at 8919999. thanks!

distressed...

2005-08-08T13:26:00.000+08:00

Right now i am suppose to review math already! but GAAWWD!!! I am late in schedule! I am not yet finished with natsci and i am still comtemplating my philo assignment! arrgghh nakakainis! i am so stressed right now i do not have enough sleep anymore. LORD HELP ME! hahahahaha!!!

my sister... going to epic's bday..

2005-08-07T16:55:00.000+08:00

pics namen...(1)

2005-08-05T14:01:00.000+08:00

lunchtime at Seatle's Best!

2005-08-05T14:00:00.000+08:00

I just came from katipunan where kym and i met... Yehey! happy nanaman ako hehehe....
anyway i wasnt fashionably late this time! (good) there. hmm i arrived there first, i seated my self. hehe then i bought a cup of green tea and a beef sandwich. then i was waiting upstairs. when i was about to have a bite of my sandwich, she came seeing the act of eating the big sandwich into my mouth haha.. kakahiya! then we talked and enjoyed each other's company.... :D then we took our pictures of ourselves hehehe!!! that's all hahaa :D no more ... private na yung iba hahaha...

cramming....!!!

2005-08-01T13:36:00.000+08:00

I was just medling around when zakme reminded me that math11 midterms is already fast approaching! it is on the 13th and I have only 11 days left! I have realized that i have not yet started my very long Philo-1 tma and natsci-1 tma and damn it is due on the 13th... arrgghh.. two subjects due and one midterm? how the heck am I going to survive! I had planned a schedule for it like i have to finish philo by tuesday and natsci by friday... so i still have saturday till friday to review for math11.. but i am not sure if it is sufficient enough to review this subject in only a week! oh GOd help me!

cease to beauty within

2005-07-30T15:42:00.000+08:00

For the first time in my life I had seen the innner beauty regardless of anything that our naked eye could see. She blooms like flower that unleashes its beauty with the nourishment of sunshine. Yes now I know this was a good pick. I know deep down in my heart that she is the one. There were countless times that I feel like we were in the oasis of beauty and magic. That transmits us to the dream land and I hope, forever I'd be. My brain is going nuts can't you see? My heart is pounding wild when you are with me. You would always complement the things that I do not have. YOu make me whole. I hope i would have the time to let you know that. I am sorry that i do not have time to say all this things to you... yep i am sometimes a coward hehehe i have time for the computer to give confessions like this... heh.

stiffness

2005-07-29T23:57:00.000+08:00

It was not a typical morning for me. I got up from my undeniably comfortable and irresistable bed, which had been my partner thru my "rest" pleasures for years. So I streched my arms down to the tips of my fingers. Yes it was quite refreshing don't you think? Unexpectedly, i felt something at my neck and i want to rip it off. it was like i cannot move it and one move with it your history. Arrrggghhh a stiff neck! It is hell to have this and it would feel forever. So i just told myself that it is another punishment from God for not sleeping early. Heh!

Happy Bday Vida

2005-07-27T23:37:00.000+08:00

I was not really conscious with the time and date today for AGAIN I am rushing my TMA-1 for COMM-1 well im exhausted with this stuff hehehe... anyhow today is

VIDA's Birthday!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIDA AGUILOS!!

There! i almost forgot to greet her thou for i was down with stuffs! arrgghhh!!! so i went at their house to eat! yes! as usual! hehehe (thank you escalante family for always feeding me!) hehehehe well but this time of course the is a celebration so thank you vida for the invite! :D

there were lots of food served in the table... yes FOOOODDD... hehehe. but there's one lacking a birthday cake! but of course the sweet ever loving sistah w/c is bituin bought a cake pala. so the party is complete... heehe but no alcohol hehehe.... vida take care and happy birthday again!

we meet again

2005-07-25T18:55:00.000+08:00

i wasnt able to sleep well last night... then phone alarmed me at exactly 5:30 am but i was still damn sleepy and so my phone went alarm...snooze...alarm...snooze....alarm,,, then i decided to et up for its nearly 6:30am, i have to meet ria, ms. afable and the rest at mc donald's katipunan... now we went to july's to wake him up and surprise him for it is his 19th birthday as well as is surprise despedida. so most of the people there were my batchmates from ateneo. i was thinking that tita(july's mom) would not recognize me at all,, hmm it was 6 years were we did not see each other... hehehe... but i felt good and surprised that she still knows me. hehehe

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY JULY CARL LEGASPI !!

july is one of my closest friends when we were still at the 7th grade at ateneo de manila. we had our paths separated after GS. the idea of going to the party was sort of a hard decision for me(you wanna know why? $#%^$&^&%#(*)(*#$^*& that's why). i did not know what would be his reaction the moment he sees me... so anyhow when we woke him up and saw me... he was like umm surprised? hehehe. then we ate breakfast again, didn't i mention that we already ate breakfast at mcdo hehehe. then mam left few hours later... i was suppose to leave but i decided to stay na lng for i was waiting for dapor. twas already 4:00 pm so we just watched the SONA of gma.... then july decided to go to eastwood to watch a movie....so we had a convoy going to eastwood. i was so tired and sleepy so i told them to just drop me off at p.tuazon/katipunan. and so i got home ate then slept.

hmmm when i saw july he was different the whole package was. but his smile never did change. oh well good luck july i hope u would do well in canada! ill surely miss u... AGAIN! :D

unwell...

2005-07-23T17:03:00.000+08:00

oh well... im really not feeling good this past few days. im so sick. ahhh..
my head is aching, my body is shaking and i feel so cold.
i hate this feeling i really do. my strength is deteriorating right now.
its like i am a candle that is slowly melting... oh nooo...

oh no!

2005-07-22T03:20:00.000+08:00

so i am still awake! as a matter of fact its is already... 3:21 am! this blogging thing is really addictive oh man! i have made my sister's blog site already... so try visiting it... its at the links...
gees what a day! i feel that i did not do anything productive this day!!! awww...

hmm i surely miss my parents right now hehehe...

anyway my little bro as of now is sick he has fever...hmmm i think he misses mom sa much :D
there i have nothing to say anymore... im tired and sleepy... til tom.

choco kiss

2005-07-20T16:52:00.000+08:00

today, kym and i went to choco kiss,,, we really had an awesome lunch grabe! we met at the UP learning center to get our comm1 vol2 book. well for the first time i wasnt "fashionably"late and im proud of it! hehehe... so i was really nervous when i did not see kym when i arrived for it is surprising that she'd be late for she never comes late! just for this instance.... hehehe so anyhow after getting comm1 book when headed ourselves to the "bahay ng alumni" where the choco kiss is found. then we ordered for so long, we did not know what to eat so ive decided that i will eat beef tapa and she ate chicken alfredo?(is that right?) so anyway we talked about different things laughed at many things then it was time for us to have a yosi break hehehe... then after that since it was a belief or a feeling that aftr eating ud smoke so that food will go do down, we ate again but this time shared a slice of devil's cake... and i was joking that it should be called an angel's cake for it is covered by white colored, melted mallows... so we this serious conversations about !@#$%^&*!@@#$ $%%^^^&&**( secret) so after that conversation we did not have the time anymore to finish our cake! by then she got in the car and i headed home!!!! :D then i started figuring out how to make music sound appear at my blog page :D till then! and watch out id be also launching a new "blog post" but same acnt only different path... ill post the path if i had made it already...

...death

2005-07-19T20:13:00.000+08:00

i had a very tragic summer for my grandmother passed away. she died last april 8, 2005. it hurts so much to be left behind from a person who is close to you. i was frustrated in loosing her but i am also happy that now she is with or Lord and experiencing eternal bliss. i know she fought endless battles so im am so proud of her. "she never complained" my lolo said! yes! she never did complain for she does not want us to carry the same burden that she experienced. a very carin, kind, understanding, and self-less woman she is to her husband, children and grand children, i miss her badly but its life.

i fear death really, my own death and even the death of someone close to me. time will come that we all will leave this world but when? no one knows, so as of now we should make the most out of it. really! we have to work our butts off into getting something we want right now, start to do something to achieve our dreams, let people that we love feel that they are loved! who knows tommorrow, the next day, next week or probably the next month or so, we will be lost or loose someone.

Happy trip MOM!

2005-07-18T22:26:00.000+08:00

my mom is going to Singapore this week and probably next week... Its a business trip, she's working non-stop these days whoa! working day and night almost 24 hrs! hence i am so proud of her. well i will surely miss her,,, eventhough its only a week or so. of course im expecting pasalubongs!!! hehehe love you mom! ma u have to take a picture with the merlion hehehehe

just wanna share :D

2005-07-18T10:52:00.000+08:00

...pic from my LBC commercial...

well this was my first commercial:D well i really wasn't expecting that i'd really be on tv but hah! here it is! i did enjoy doing this, made losts of friends, and acquaintances... hehehe

My Siblings

2005-07-18T10:16:00.000+08:00

PEOPLE that are important to ME :D

KIM JULIAN JOSH

JOSH JULIAN KIM

If Only

2005-07-18T04:49:00.000+08:00

If only is a movie that does give importance to the word love.

i was truly inspired upon watching it, it would melt you after seeing the

movie. well as for me i ended up with tear drops. it has an inspirational

story in the sense that we the so called youth as of now do not give

such justice into loving someone. that's why as of now couples do not stay

together, married or boy friend, girl friend relationships.

i belive that we should be patient with love and do not waste

time in showing and making someone feel the

love that you have. A genuine feeling

that you can only give to your partner. do not wait for the time

that it would be too late, too late to say it and too late

if she or he could answer you back...

to us MEN do not wait for the time that or women would say this:

"You have the best intentions, but i know that i am a second rate priority for

you, THAT HURTS!" -samantha (jennifer love hewitt)

do not contemplate for the question "IN or OUt" -cab driver

you would never know what will happen next,

we should pick the one that will make us happy and give us the

genuine feeling and true love. we need to protect our love one

hence anything is possible, tommorrow is never predictable.

i know that if we do so we will be much happier

than ever... i know i will thus it shall be done.

i know that someday somehow i will say these lines to her:

"every choice i made was different and my life was

completely changed" - peter (paul nichols)

TO HER: (thou i hope u could read this)

my heart melts when i know u aren't fine, it is not easy to fullfill

and fit to your expectations but i will make sure that

you would be happy with me. ill give you the protection that

is due for you. i would not let you go

nor leave you behind... ill be always here

for you no matter what. and i know someday time will

come that i should prove that we are really made for one another.

mark my word...

someday....

ahh...

2005-07-16T15:48:00.000+08:00

i now have this feeling that im a falling in love with her... but i feel i id be unwanted. i mean i fear that she would not like me and besides that, i do not want to be rejected.

About her...
we just met a a month ago. ok when i saw her she was wearing pink that time.hah! she is a simple girl for me and we really gelled toether. ohhh MAN! im much into her right now, and i do not know what struck me! cupid's arrow? hahaha... well i do not know if she read between the lines... thou im givin out signs or might as well she misinterprets those signs. she might be thinking that im just sooo much friendly thou i am but if im with her its diffrent. ooohhh i wanna say it to her but i'm afraid, i hope i would not be too late when the time comes....

...

2005-07-16T14:24:00.000+08:00

Ok so i just made my blog. i just woke up this afternoon exactly 1:36pm. whoa! but its because i slept soooo early as 02: 40am! yeahboi! so anyway this just the first i have to eat then ill upadte later hehehee.....