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Saturday, July 30, 2005

For the first time in my life I had seen the innner beauty regardless of anything that our naked eye could see. She blooms like flower that unleashes its beauty with the nourishment of sunshine. Yes now I know this was a good pick. I know deep down in my heart that she is the one. There were countless times that I feel like we were in the oasis of beauty and magic. That transmits us to the dream land and I hope, forever I'd be. My brain is going nuts can't you see? My heart is pounding wild when you are with me. You would always complement the things that I do not have. YOu make me whole. I hope i would have the time to let you know that. I am sorry that i do not have time to say all this things to you... yep i am sometimes a coward hehehe i have time for the computer to give confessions like this... heh.

*josh*
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Friday, July 29, 2005

stiffness

It was not a typical morning for me. I got up from my undeniably comfortable and irresistable bed, which had been my partner thru my "rest" pleasures for years. So I streched my arms down to the tips of my fingers. Yes it was quite refreshing don't you think? Unexpectedly, i felt something at my neck and i want to rip it off. it was like i cannot move it and one move with it your history. Arrrggghhh a stiff neck! It is hell to have this and it would feel forever. So i just told myself that it is another punishment from God for not sleeping early. Heh!

*josh*
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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Happy Bday Vida

I was not really conscious with the time and date today for AGAIN I am rushing my TMA-1 for COMM-1 well im exhausted with this stuff hehehe... anyhow today is

VIDA's Birthday!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIDA AGUILOS!!

There! i almost forgot to greet her thou for i was down with stuffs! arrgghhh!!! so i went at their house to eat! yes! as usual! hehehe (thank you escalante family for always feeding me!) hehehehe well but this time of course the is a celebration so thank you vida for the invite! :D

there were lots of food served in the table... yes FOOOODDD... hehehe. but there's one lacking a birthday cake! but of course the sweet ever loving sistah w/c is bituin bought a cake pala. so the party is complete... heehe but no alcohol hehehe.... vida take care and happy birthday again!

*josh*
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Monday, July 25, 2005

we meet again

i wasnt able to sleep well last night... then phone alarmed me at exactly 5:30 am but i was still damn sleepy and so my phone went alarm...snooze...alarm...snooze....alarm,,, then i decided to et up for its nearly 6:30am, i have to meet ria, ms. afable and the rest at mc donald's katipunan... now we went to july's to wake him up and surprise him for it is his 19th birthday as well as is surprise despedida. so most of the people there were my batchmates from ateneo. i was thinking that tita(july's mom) would not recognize me at all,, hmm it was 6 years were we did not see each other... hehehe... but i felt good and surprised that she still knows me. hehehe

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY JULY CARL LEGASPI !!

july is one of my closest friends when we were still at the 7th grade at ateneo de manila. we had our paths separated after GS. the idea of going to the party was sort of a hard decision for me(you wanna know why? $#%^$&^&%#(*)(*#$^*& that's why). i did not know what would be his reaction the moment he sees me... so anyhow when we woke him up and saw me... he was like umm surprised? hehehe. then we ate breakfast again, didn't i mention that we already ate breakfast at mcdo hehehe. then mam left few hours later... i was suppose to leave but i decided to stay na lng for i was waiting for dapor. twas already 4:00 pm so we just watched the SONA of gma.... then july decided to go to eastwood to watch a movie....so we had a convoy going to eastwood. i was so tired and sleepy so i told them to just drop me off at p.tuazon/katipunan. and so i got home ate then slept.

hmmm when i saw july he was different the whole package was. but his smile never did change. oh well good luck july i hope u would do well in canada! ill surely miss u... AGAIN! :D

*josh*
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Saturday, July 23, 2005

unwell...

oh well... im really not feeling good this past few days. im so sick. ahhh..
my head is aching, my body is shaking and i feel so cold.
i hate this feeling i really do. my strength is deteriorating right now.
its like i am a candle that is slowly melting... oh nooo...

*josh*
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Friday, July 22, 2005

oh no!

so i am still awake! as a matter of fact its is already... 3:21 am! this blogging thing is really addictive oh man! i have made my sister's blog site already... so try visiting it... its at the links...
gees what a day! i feel that i did not do anything productive this day!!! awww...

hmm i surely miss my parents right now hehehe...

anyway my little bro as of now is sick he has fever...hmmm i think he misses mom sa much :D
there i have nothing to say anymore... im tired and sleepy... til tom.

*josh*
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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

choco kiss

today, kym and i went to choco kiss,,, we really had an awesome lunch grabe! we met at the UP learning center to get our comm1 vol2 book. well for the first time i wasnt "fashionably"late and im proud of it! hehehe... so i was really nervous when i did not see kym when i arrived for it is surprising that she'd be late for she never comes late! just for this instance.... hehehe so anyhow after getting comm1 book when headed ourselves to the "bahay ng alumni" where the choco kiss is found. then we ordered for so long, we did not know what to eat so ive decided that i will eat beef tapa and she ate chicken alfredo?(is that right?) so anyway we talked about different things laughed at many things then it was time for us to have a yosi break hehehe... then after that since it was a belief or a feeling that aftr eating ud smoke so that food will go do down, we ate again but this time shared a slice of devil's cake... and i was joking that it should be called an angel's cake for it is covered by white colored, melted mallows... so we this serious conversations about !@#$%^&*!@@#$ $%%^^^&&**( secret) so after that conversation we did not have the time anymore to finish our cake! by then she got in the car and i headed home!!!! :D then i started figuring out how to make music sound appear at my blog page :D till then! and watch out id be also launching a new "blog post" but same acnt only different path... ill post the path if i had made it already...

*josh*
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Tuesday, July 19, 2005

...death

i had a very tragic summer for my grandmother passed away. she died last april 8, 2005. it hurts so much to be left behind from a person who is close to you. i was frustrated in loosing her but i am also happy that now she is with or Lord and experiencing eternal bliss. i know she fought endless battles so im am so proud of her. "she never complained" my lolo said! yes! she never did complain for she does not want us to carry the same burden that she experienced. a very carin, kind, understanding, and self-less woman she is to her husband, children and grand children, i miss her badly but its life.

i fear death really, my own death and even the death of someone close to me. time will come that we all will leave this world but when? no one knows, so as of now we should make the most out of it. really! we have to work our butts off into getting something we want right now, start to do something to achieve our dreams, let people that we love feel that they are loved! who knows tommorrow, the next day, next week or probably the next month or so, we will be lost or loose someone.

*josh*
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Monday, July 18, 2005

Happy trip MOM!

my mom is going to Singapore this week and probably next week... Its a business trip, she's working non-stop these days whoa! working day and night almost 24 hrs! hence i am so proud of her. well i will surely miss her,,, eventhough its only a week or so. of course im expecting pasalubongs!!! hehehe love you mom! ma u have to take a picture with the merlion hehehehe

*josh*
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just wanna share :D

...pic from my LBC commercial...

well this was my first commercial:D well i really wasn't expecting that i'd really be on tv but hah! here it is! i did enjoy doing this, made losts of friends, and acquaintances... hehehe

*josh*
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My Siblings

PEOPLE that are important to ME :D

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JOSH JULIAN KIM

*josh*
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If Only

If only is a movie that does give importance to the word love.

i was truly inspired upon watching it, it would melt you after seeing the

movie. well as for me i ended up with tear drops. it has an inspirational

story in the sense that we the so called youth as of now do not give

such justice into loving someone. that's why as of now couples do not stay

together, married or boy friend, girl friend relationships.

i belive that we should be patient with love and do not waste

time in showing and making someone feel the

love that you have. A genuine feeling

that you can only give to your partner. do not wait for the time

that it would be too late, too late to say it and too late

if she or he could answer you back...

to us MEN do not wait for the time that or women would say this:

"You have the best intentions, but i know that i am a second rate priority for

you, THAT HURTS!" -samantha (jennifer love hewitt)

do not contemplate for the question "IN or OUt" -cab driver

you would never know what will happen next,

we should pick the one that will make us happy and give us the

genuine feeling and true love. we need to protect our love one

hence anything is possible, tommorrow is never predictable.

i know that if we do so we will be much happier

than ever... i know i will thus it shall be done.

i know that someday somehow i will say these lines to her:

"every choice i made was different and my life was

completely changed" - peter (paul nichols)

TO HER: (thou i hope u could read this)

my heart melts when i know u aren't fine, it is not easy to fullfill

and fit to your expectations but i will make sure that

you would be happy with me. ill give you the protection that

is due for you. i would not let you go

nor leave you behind... ill be always here

for you no matter what. and i know someday time will

come that i should prove that we are really made for one another.

mark my word...

someday....

*josh*
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Saturday, July 16, 2005

ahh...

i now have this feeling that im a falling in love with her... but i feel i id be unwanted. i mean i fear that she would not like me and besides that, i do not want to be rejected.

About her...
we just met a a month ago. ok when i saw her she was wearing pink that time.hah! she is a simple girl for me and we really gelled toether. ohhh MAN! im much into her right now, and i do not know what struck me! cupid's arrow? hahaha... well i do not know if she read between the lines... thou im givin out signs or might as well she misinterprets those signs. she might be thinking that im just sooo much friendly thou i am but if im with her its diffrent. ooohhh i wanna say it to her but i'm afraid, i hope i would not be too late when the time comes....

*josh*
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...

Ok so i just made my blog. i just woke up this afternoon exactly 1:36pm. whoa! but its because i slept soooo early as 02: 40am! yeahboi! so anyway this just the first i have to eat then ill upadte later hehehee.....

*josh*
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